Review of online internship with HeartSelf-Intelligence workshop

These are the responses from Janka, in Hungary to an online internship which included the HeartSelf-Intelligence workshop.

What was the most important for me in the meditations and exercises?

Finding inner peace which I was looking for for a really long time now. It's hard for me to spend quality time with myself for a long time now. The meditations made me ask myself the questions which I wanted to, I just didn't have the right channel to do so.

The exercises allowed me to go through my personality and explore my hidden self. It came just at the right time of my life.

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Journey into the new world of C

May I share with you my adventures this last month, daring to travel through a new world to take care of some urgent matters on different continents? Facing all the red tape on my way, I needed to move step by step each time reassessing what was needed to proceed. However, after much meditation and listening to the voice of my heart, I felt I would be very protected.

Bali, Java, Qatar, Germany, Mannheim, Frankfurt, Saarbrücken, New York, upstate New York, Germany, Frankfurt, Doha, Jakarta, Bali, were the destinations I tried to reach.

For the past six months, I was grounded in beautiful Bali, no foreign airlines allowed in or out until the end of September. However, this curfew was extended now to the end of December. Aside from being in lockdown in the village, I was actually fine. Spending time in the beautiful nature of Jiwa Damai, among lush green, gorgeous sunrises, the sounds of rains, followed by the various frog chants and then of course in the mornings, the chickens and ducks.

Our lovely decorated rooms and pool are empty since the end of last year.

Eventually, I found a way how to escape. To enter the Denpasar airport a negative C test result was needed. Best way to get this rapid test in a local hospital. Being forewarned by friends that, if the test was positive, not to do it close to departure, since I might miss my flight and not get refunded. I should do again the following day when it might turn out to be negative. That much for its reliability.

Mine turned out negative and I was permitted entry to the airport and then again more red tape checking at the airline counter, this time Garuda. My test was now 4 days old and by the time I would enter Germany it had by large exceeded the requirement of a 48-hour test validity in order to enter Germany. Since my traveling time exceeded 35 hours I needed another test. Arriving at Jakarta airport, I had already scouted the airport facility for a rapid test. And somehow the health department was in the same terminal. Pushing my loaded kart to find the place downstairs, all elevators out of order. Eventually, I found two male angels holding my kart on the escalator for me to get to first downstairs and then later upstairs to the check in area. The test was easy, fast, and with a very friendly team and doctor. When trying to get tests later in other countries, I realized that this type of speedy test must have come from China. Europe and the US had very different tests. At the Qatar counter, I was checked again on the test and if I had permission to enter Germany.

Now I entered a brave new world. At the gate, all had to wear a mask as well as this shield they distributed. A true ET look, without this no entry into the plane and flight to Germany and a 4-hour layover in Doha.


It took me by surprise to enter into a hospital environment aboard the airplane. It turned out these were the protective garbs for the flight attendants. Many papers to fill in before landing. About 9 hours in my shield and mask to Doha. I felt very protected, even without sufficient air access. And again some angels turned up to be supportive among these crazy processes.

One of the friendly attendants, I could only see friendly eyes and heavy eye makeup, above mask and shield, suggested I should get a wheelchair in Doha airport since the distances were huge. I agreed and had an extraordinary experience. After all, had left the plane (by the way no more than 50 people in this huge plane) the other plane door opposite the exit was opened, and an elevator came up, I was escorted down to have a huge bus waiting for me which drove me all alone through the airport to the respective terminal to leave for Frankfurt, another 5 hours in my ET costume. With a headband of the shield far too tight.

No American passport holders are allowed into Germany. Many formalities and filling out papers on the plane. Somehow I was able to sneak out through an automatic door bypassing the immigration booths. No-one ever asked for a negative test or for the papers filled out. No one collected them.

In Frankfurt and Giessen, no masks in view. Only when entering a store or a restaurant, masks were donned and safe distance mostly kept. What a relief.

I did have an important dental appointment in Mannheim about 1 1/2 hours from where I was. Actually, I was supposed to come in May to have some serious surgery. Entering the dentist's office was a true pleasure, light and bright and welcoming. Usually one can not say that from a dentist's office. The type of dentistry was totally holistic, with the preparation of many vitamins 4 weeks prior. The day before a vitamin and other stuff infusion and during the dental procedure again on infusion, as well as similar aftercare for four weeks.

Having removed the majority of my teeth, their roots infected and placed implants at the same time. I managed to keep holding on from 9 am -5 pm. I was amazed not to experience any pain on the same day or after. I was given a cooling mask to be placed on my face for the next 3 days. No swelling or bleeding. A true miracle and a list of vitamins and which foods to avoid. I planned on a check up on my way back from New York 10 days later.

The next angel, Helga had come from Berlin to drive me during my stay wherever I needed to go.

I collected my tooth debris lovingly and will make a nice ceremony and returning them gratefully back to the earth. After all, they served me for so many years.

Next challenge, finding an airline going to New York and booking the flight. Somehow at this point, the computer was not in alignment with me. I booked with Lufthansa a roundtrip and was charged twice on my credit card. This meant spending hours to reach to the respective department for credit. Much time was spent to research and find out the latest changes in admissions and what was needed to enter the next leg of my journey. For Lufthansa a test was needed, however in all of Germany, one could only get a test by getting the referral to a hospital from your regular physician. Since I don't have one, I researched and finally found a testing place at the airport. They would do it in 2 days, which was not helpful or me. So I took a risk to travel with my old test. To enter the US, a valid test was needed including my American passport.


My dentist had given me an attest to not have to wear a mask while flying since it impacts my health. A long fruitless discussion ensued prior to boarding with the Lufthansa agent at the gate.

My letter was refused, based on the fact that it did not contain a government stamp. The flight was uneventful with nutrient-poor food. Again, a huge plane with nearly no passengers.

Arrived in New York, the entry was effortless, no one controlled anything to do with C. However, I was sent to agro control, having mentioned to the immigration officer, my stay included Indonesia. After a wait of 2 hours, my suitcase was frisked inside out. Fruit and any farming products are not allowed to bring in. Fortunately, I was present enough after the 8 1/2 hour flight to asses correctly and my dried Jiwa Damai pineapples and bananas disappeared quickly from my suitcase into the pockets of my jacket. eventually, I was on the way to my apartment on the Upper Westside in Manhattan. Masks and masks everywhere. In the building not to use the elevator unless really necessary. Walking in the normally busy Amsterdam Ave with its innumerable restaurants, the scene looked strange. Only a few days before the restaurants had received permission to open, only to serve meals outside on the sidewalks and streets. The New Yorker is a fervent restaurant visitor.

There were tables everywhere on the sidewalk and on the street, people eating right next in the street traffic, the bicycle path with wild speed electrical ones going right next to your chair through the tables. Grocery stores closed, it was challenging to find food unless takeout and restaurants.


I had not seen the inside of my apartment in six months. My roommate had gotten a cute little rescue doggie, which had already marked its presence and peed in several places.
I met with some of my friends on the park benches at the Museum park with masks and a safe distance.

The next angel appeared, my Armenian friend, Diana was in town visiting her sons. We took a marvelous drive upstate, it was Indian summer and the colors were breathtaking, to visit her artist brother in his abode in the middle of the woods, and again enjoyed nutritious veggies and fruit from their garden. A healthy potato leek soup and we prepared together with a Tabuli with all the fresh ingredients.


The following day, driving through a very polluted New Jersey, we had a session with a Cox practitioner. Actually a chiropractor with a very special soft approach to stretching and circulating your spine and more. What a great feeling of relief. it is a very special school of joint treatments.


Then came the next challenge, where to get another C test in order to live up to the 48-hour limit Germany imposed. Yes, there were places, yet each took 2 -4 days to give you the test results. Last-minute I found a place which will do in 4 hours and the same day. So on Sunday morning before going to the airport I did another Rapid Test.


Airline Check in was quite thorough, no Americans were allowed into Europe at this time. The agent told me that many people had 2 passports. One to exit and one to enter the other country. The latest requirement was a test within 48 hours of entering and then 5 days quarantine. In addition, I had to email my test and address directly to the Gesundheitsamt in the area in Germany where I intended to stay. To continue to Indonesia it was accepted to present a 7-day advance test and for Bali a 5 day and then into quarantine. Well..the date of my test just made it, after filling again numerous questionnaires while on the plane.


Arrived in Frankfurt, no one checked anything and the filled forms were not collected and that was that.

Giessen has excellent health food stores with great cooked foods. Helga had come back from Berlin to pick me up from the airport to drive me directly to Mannheim to my dentist. He seemed quite happy with the healing process and I left with another multitude of supportive vitamins. His emphasis was on Vitamin D.

I had time to get a new lease in a great doggie supply shop, and a rawhide bone for my rescue dog Baobab in Bali, before setting out to the airport again.

Helga drove me to the airport and Qatar airlines had an even more stringent check-in procedure. Security and immigration came later. I had to show my resident visa in Indonesia before I was allowed on the plane. Another angel behind the counter got me on the electro cart to cover the long ways to immigration and security. Of course, this allowed a much faster passage.

Again another nearly empty plane going to Doha. The masquerade began again, mask and shield were obligatory.

A few hours later, another electro cart in Doha to get me to my departure gate.

Boarding the airplane, someone greeted me by my name, and I saw the same friendly eyes over the mask and through a shield that had given me the special treatment on my flight from Jakarta to Doha. She really spoiled me and offered me a better seat with more legroom. We had some good conversation and it turned out the was from Bali.

Prior to arriving in Jakarta, where I had to check out my luggage and go through health control and immigration and customs, she insisted that I take a wheelchair, the process being very time-consuming to pass all these controls. I refused and she insisted, providing me with an airport assistant, another angel, who safely guided me through filling many papers. My test, made in NY needed a thorough examination and some time to be accepted. I was so grateful that she had insisted on providing me this assistance. The young man also picked up my luggage and, to my great surprise found a working elevator to get up to the gates with Garuda. Not to forget, on Lufthansa 23 Kg luggage allowance, on Qatar 30 kg and on Garuda only 20kg. Again controls at Garuda, then security, boarding the plane for the 1 1/2 hour flight to Denpasar, Bali. Arrived in Bali, same procedure, again filling in forms and handing over the signed forms from Jakarta with its stamps, etc..

I made it, a miracle had happened. The day before I had asked one of my team to pick up my rescue dog Baobab from the doggie hotel, so he should be waiting for me at home. He loves riding motorbikes and was brought back with one.


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I arrived just at the beginning of the rainy season and was received by a huge downpour. The journey was a very challenging one, and yet I felt so blessed with the many supportive and loving encounters along the way.


Peacelight greetings

Margret R>